School has started for quite a while already, starting to get use to all the schedule and routines. Staying in school for hours before heading to another class, having toast box everyday and making myself feel at home at the 4th floor of library.

Suprisingly, i have realatively little friends in school as compared to in secondary. I guess its becoz im too stress out in school and i wan to get all the possible time for my studies and my dar. So i decided to set friendship aside, its a sure thing that i wont enjoy my poly that much, but i think its all worth it!

Becoming more and more emotional nowadays, i hope its due to stress, at least its a factor that is within my control. hope its not depression or smth bad, cause i dw to be a burden to anyone. I donnoe why, i like it when my dar tell me bedtime story and me acting like a child to response to it. It feels like faterly love, and the love from the one u love. its like getting back to when im young and filling up the emptiness of my childhood. No bedtime stories, no love for father and no father to pat me to sleep. Maybe this is why i get clingy to my bf sometimes, im able to get so much so much things from him. And i will try extra extra hard to return him whatever i got from him .

SO, i had CCA of course as usual. this time, i got snooker club and LEO club and mentoring ! though mentoring haven start yet, im kindda looking forwar to it. But hopefully its isnt primary school students that im getting, i go no way to cater to them really. For snooker, i met this senior who has vry nice and sweet dimples, and has a shy personality. A vry nice text buddy, though he is too shy to talk to me face to face. Ialso had a new sistar, joshua! he is really a vry nice friend, offering to carry my charger and even my heavy lappy, genuiely and not for any other purpose or motive. Its good to have such ppl in my life, though i may jus meet him once a week.

So much assignments to rush, rush, rush! stress indeed, but its independence that matter. Im gg to demonstrate time management and hopefully, everything goes well! HOHO so longgg since i ever blogged this blog! but anyway, this is the last week of holiday or freedom to be exact. may be a good thing i guess, time to stop rotting ! Haha, since its the last few days, of course i wont want it to go down the drain! so damn eager to go all the place i wan to go and cannot go after school starts.

And today, i went to watch my fav movie titanic wif my dar. Super duper happy, cause it was all along my fav show since im in primary school. and this time, i watched it wif the person i love, so it make the experience way more unique. Oh yea, first time watch a 3D show, yea i noe vry village girl, but haha at least i went to watch mah! but uncomfortable was the word to descrive the 3D specs =.= but it was rather cool to watch a 3D show after all !

For the night, i went jogging, half a round and i was panting! i noe im lousy, so im gonna train up more. guess if i cannot sleep early when school starts, a few rounds around the bloc should be able to do the job of putting me to sleep !

And, i gt another meaningful day ahead tmr, all thanks to dar jg! bugis for shopping and ecp for cycling! hope it don rain too heavily after all. Getting myself more shorts and hopefully a bag to carry to school in future if needed! monday gonna be my orientation programme, feels sian abt it actually. but haha not to have prejuidice against anything i guess.

Alight, enough of my grandmother story, time for bed, nights all<3 yesterday was one day before my and my dar dar 4th month anniversary! stayed up till as late as 5 plus am jus to make a card for him and also to find a place for our buffet spot to celebrate tonight.

today, woke up at 3.25pm, jus got scolding from my mum for being such a pig and not gg for family gathering haha, so to be exact i was forced to wake up today de larh hohohoho! oh well, then i ate 8 scallops for lunchie and thats all! xD i then went down to AXS machine wif my mummy to sign up for foreign language , but only left wif french and german lei, sadd!! so i jus take french lorhs, hope it benefit me in one way or another bahs. but best is after one module they let us choose other foreign language lor, then i will pick KOREAN !! :D this few days have been soo busy over al the enrolments proceedures for ngee ann! went to grab a com from ITfair at saturday, so many ppl crowding around at IT fair! after all, got a asus com of my choice at that time at $1269 with 3 yrs warranty. but yesterday, i jus realise the turbo of the com is jus like some shyt man ! aiya nvm larh, can use can liao i guess.

saturday was an eventful day, in the morning , we chiong down to SATA and o medical checkup, the ppl there is sooo much and queue was soooo long. After toning the night off, feels so tired. and the blood test was horrid, so pain sial. and the nurse service and attitude like shyt. and somemore the bill so damn expensive, $96. then we head home to sleep we dar dar.

i guess i jus gt the best boyfriend in the universe lorhs, willing to do so many things wif me. though he is blur at times and vry forgetful, but still good enough as long as he don throw tanrum at me bahs . hate guys who attitude me ~!

gotta go back to SATA agn on the 14th to get my report, well, sian much cause have to wakey early agn, such bullshyt.i think im starting to look forward to life at NP, guess it will be boring for me, but i guess its a good thing bahs ! can jus settle down wif a more peaceful life. Anyway, my course wont have much guys, so no admirers or anything around thr . YEA! plus np is full of guai kia , so i don think guai kia will go for me . IM SAFE! xD Got back my o level results like 2 days ago, i got really good grades. Though my english was really disappointing. I got 12 for my L1R4, which is like damn good and unexpected for me! Best part is i got back my A2 for my CCA points ! i can even get into my catholic JC which i had been dreaming for. But well, JC has already been eliminated from my choice as i don think i can survive thr with POA.

But i wasnt really that happy wif my 12 points after all. Maybe because i felt so alone wif that grades. My hardworking friends around me got even higher than that, and well, i don really think i deserve it. But i suppose i got convince by my seniors, that since i got the points then i shouldnt waste it after all. Its just so good that my plan cnt be used and i have to plan everything agian. I don even really noe wad course i wan to take now, everyone seems to be aiming for tourism and accounting, but none of them seems nice to me. But i think i still place it as my choices as i don wan my garde to go to waste.

I hope that listening to my sis and make my choice without putting much consideration for jg is right. I think i have chosen happiness to a bright future yesterday, thats why i have 4 choices in NYP. And i hope happiness is mine and it will last.

I seems to experience and learn another aspect of life from my darling. I finally noe wad some ppl always tell me: sometimes, its not abt how nice or how horrible ur partner character is, But its abt how much ur have went through together that make ur relationship worth maintaining. I think i understand this logic now. Though its onli 1 and a half month together, just so much things have happened that make me noe that having some scacrifices for him is more than worth it. Because sometimes, all u need is someone who will be thr for you, even when its jus giving u support mentally.

Working as part time waitress at Todai restaurant. Unbelievable that i will be waitress ah. haha, met interesting ppl thr, though most of them are korean. My life just much interesting the i suppose. though it also meant more trouble, but still okays larh! Kindda enjoy work thr, cause its easy, but sometimes, it jus get boringg......

shld be summiting my JAE tmr night, sianzz... jus cnt seems to make up my mind much. Oh yea, i saw shooting stars three nights before, its so nice ! and my wish did come through! :) but it don seems to be good to have good results also lei.. haizz nvm... i think wad meant to be mine will be mine, same school or not wont really make a difference. Another sleepless night, i think my skin condition is getting from bad to worst after 3 nights of late sleep, wth mus maintain a bit liao ! slept till 4 plus today, think tats why i cnt sleep now, shall break the vicious cycle tmr by waking up slightly earlier and make myself tired, camping at LAN shop might be a good idea.

Such a longgggg time since i last went to visit my dad, finally manage to wake up in time and go today wif my mum. Though he did a lot of things in the past, i don think i hate him at all. Maybe he jus got me stronger and taught me some life lesson. Im getting my results soon, i believe if he is around, i would definitely have gotton a better results than watever i will be getting. I think im missing his lecture and stares, if onli he could still do them now.. (: hope things will be fine when i get back my results in few weeks time. Time seems to fly during holidays, and i believe tat soon, it will be time to go back to school. Which means that i have lesser private time to meet all my friends !

Mind in total blankness this two days, shiuld be too much of sleep i think.. Having moodswing for no reason especially when im alone. Thinking of so much things that happen recently. I just hate memories, i think it jus make me go crazy and emo, like i always do. I hope to unload all the things off my mind, and be the happy joanna i used to be. At least in the past, i don even noe thr's such a thing called emo in the world. i think ignorance is a blessing ah, at least u will be much happier if u don noe so much things.
No plans for tmr! Can dieeee like this.. everyday play game until my mind a bit not functioning also i think, this is quite bad.. Life pls be nicer to me and don let him ever enter my life agn. Because i think his image is really fading off from my mind, And i believe if no one ever brings him up agn, i definitely can let go of everything.

Its late, shall go to sleep. hope can wake up early tmr to see my darling! I think im getting more and more dependent on him, should start to learn to be independent and solo everything agn. Love my new chatbox, haha cool colour and no more past posts ! Leave a message thr if u are reading my blog, will be happy to receive them ! :DD Its one day before me and my darling one month anniversary, 25/12/11. Nice date we have! cause 25/12/11 is the christmas! this is the first year im looking forward to christmas, but was kindda lazy to go out also anyway. Its christmas = packed train and huge crowd at al restaurant!but i didnt want to disappoint my darling anyway, so might be gg.

Having a headache on wad to buy for all my friends, this is really horrible ! hmmm, got smth in mind, but is kindda expensive ah.. the wristbad cost like around $33.70 for 1 , and i would have to get 2. means its like around $70. horrible shit. off to orchard to look for present after my LAN time at bugis junction ends ! hope i can really get wad i wan at an more affordable pricing! :D

suddenly feel like creating a blog to record down the life of me and jg and make it as a present for me for one of our anniversary! xD maybe jin guo has become an important part of life, since he is with me for almost 24/7. especailly now, we meet in the morning and at night, machiam some super glue like tat. Back to blogging once more after stopping for so long, bet im currently bored during holidays ah.. Working at some fair at some headquarter, bored ttm. But at least better than working at pushcart at clementi.

Weeks passed just like tat, life seems to be better without him. Maybe they were all right, he wasnt for me at all. Having kelvin tan to leave my life, i got someone new into my heart, jin guo, my darling. And i finally got serious after 3 years of flirting, its always good to settle down ah. Maybe becoz i see all my friends settling down, or a least loyal to one, i feel that i should be settling down too.

At least life is so much better when im with him. He will always be here fore me whenever i need. He will not go missing as and when he likes. He can take it when im having mododswing, he don mind me without make up, he don mind tat im always talking non stop. He accepts me for who i am, and i will not have to change a thing for him. Though he is a flirt and i noe i cannot put too much trust on him, but at least he is beside me now. what happen in the future is no longer important right. I still contacted you today in the afternoon, though that i said that i will not waste any more time on fetching u and bringing myself even more misery. I really noe u are bad for me, but I'm really addicted to ur voice, its really like a drug to me. I kept reminding myself today though, that its all over, his chat in the phone have proved that he is a demanding and irritating person. Nothing cute, nothing good about him. Maybe typing so much things on him is a waste of time, or is a bad memory that is kept, but i just want to remember, i have once loved someone so much before, and someone has really entered my life.

I know that you have hurt me much, and you always make me tear for you. But everytime when i recalls on the time with you, i can only remember the happy times we spend together, and how well you treated me. Maybe that is what make me even more sad.

Maybe those memories were nothing at all to you, maybe you would only bother to remember the time with someone elses. Maybe I'm just someone you will find only when you are bored and never the person you will want to find when anything happen to you. Maybe you cannot even remember what have exactly happen with me just one day before. Maybe you don even remember how i looked. But no matter what, you are still forever in my mind, i can still remember clearly your every action, words and all the paths we have walked together.

I suppose you will not feel that there is anything less in your life even if one day i just disappear into thin air. You might just know that there is one person less, but you can never remember who exactly is that missing person. it has been the second day since i have met you, well though we still sort of still stayed in contact no matter what. I noe you mus be curious why i still stayed in contact with him when i wanted to give him up, maybe its because i really cannot let go totally. But life was still doing fine without ur face and voice, maybe cause im really busy studying this few days..

Talk to you on facebook today, and you told me you are going to bed and byes when its only 11 plus. Oh please, i know u and know u very well, how can u be sleeping at such an early hour? I really hate it when you lie, especially when you don even noe how to lie (though it was smth i appreciate most when i first noe you). Maybe i should thank you for doing this to me today, so i can really start to learn to give u up and accept others, cause its only when i let u go, then i can learn to appreciate others.

I sometimes do question myself, what do i like of you exactly. And well, not only i have this question in mind, so is my friends and family member. But i really feel very contented to see your emotionless face or even just your backview, i felt that i have everything in the world at that instance. But whenever im alone and have the mind to think about us, i find myself really dumb, really really dumb. Im starting to believe that i will not regret that i did not hold on to u, because we are really not meant to be.

I always have this question in mind "who am i exactly to u? am i even considered as your friend? or just someone to entertain u whenever u need?" But this question has never been raised to you as i know that you urself will not have the answer either, right?

Write something about you here,sweetie :D

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School has started for quite a while already, starting to get use to all the schedule and routines. Staying in school for hours before heading to another class, having toast box everyday and making myself feel at home at the 4th floor of library.

Suprisingly, i have realatively little friends in school as compared to in secondary. I guess its becoz im too stress out in school and i wan to get all the possible time for my studies and my dar. So i decided to set friendship aside, its a sure thing that i wont enjoy my poly that much, but i think its all worth it!

Becoming more and more emotional nowadays, i hope its due to stress, at least its a factor that is within my control. hope its not depression or smth bad, cause i dw to be a burden to anyone. I donnoe why, i like it when my dar tell me bedtime story and me acting like a child to response to it. It feels like faterly love, and the love from the one u love. its like getting back to when im young and filling up the emptiness of my childhood. No bedtime stories, no love for father and no father to pat me to sleep. Maybe this is why i get clingy to my bf sometimes, im able to get so much so much things from him. And i will try extra extra hard to return him whatever i got from him .

SO, i had CCA of course as usual. this time, i got snooker club and LEO club and mentoring ! though mentoring haven start yet, im kindda looking forwar to it. But hopefully its isnt primary school students that im getting, i go no way to cater to them really. For snooker, i met this senior who has vry nice and sweet dimples, and has a shy personality. A vry nice text buddy, though he is too shy to talk to me face to face. Ialso had a new sistar, joshua! he is really a vry nice friend, offering to carry my charger and even my heavy lappy, genuiely and not for any other purpose or motive. Its good to have such ppl in my life, though i may jus meet him once a week.

So much assignments to rush, rush, rush! stress indeed, but its independence that matter. Im gg to demonstrate time management and hopefully, everything goes well! HOHO so longgg since i ever blogged this blog! but anyway, this is the last week of holiday or freedom to be exact. may be a good thing i guess, time to stop rotting ! Haha, since its the last few days, of course i wont want it to go down the drain! so damn eager to go all the place i wan to go and cannot go after school starts.

And today, i went to watch my fav movie titanic wif my dar. Super duper happy, cause it was all along my fav show since im in primary school. and this time, i watched it wif the person i love, so it make the experience way more unique. Oh yea, first time watch a 3D show, yea i noe vry village girl, but haha at least i went to watch mah! but uncomfortable was the word to descrive the 3D specs =.= but it was rather cool to watch a 3D show after all !

For the night, i went jogging, half a round and i was panting! i noe im lousy, so im gonna train up more. guess if i cannot sleep early when school starts, a few rounds around the bloc should be able to do the job of putting me to sleep !

And, i gt another meaningful day ahead tmr, all thanks to dar jg! bugis for shopping and ecp for cycling! hope it don rain too heavily after all. Getting myself more shorts and hopefully a bag to carry to school in future if needed! monday gonna be my orientation programme, feels sian abt it actually. but haha not to have prejuidice against anything i guess.

Alight, enough of my grandmother story, time for bed, nights all<3 yesterday was one day before my and my dar dar 4th month anniversary! stayed up till as late as 5 plus am jus to make a card for him and also to find a place for our buffet spot to celebrate tonight.

today, woke up at 3.25pm, jus got scolding from my mum for being such a pig and not gg for family gathering haha, so to be exact i was forced to wake up today de larh hohohoho! oh well, then i ate 8 scallops for lunchie and thats all! xD i then went down to AXS machine wif my mummy to sign up for foreign language , but only left wif french and german lei, sadd!! so i jus take french lorhs, hope it benefit me in one way or another bahs. but best is after one module they let us choose other foreign language lor, then i will pick KOREAN !! :D this few days have been soo busy over al the enrolments proceedures for ngee ann! went to grab a com from ITfair at saturday, so many ppl crowding around at IT fair! after all, got a asus com of my choice at that time at $1269 with 3 yrs warranty. but yesterday, i jus realise the turbo of the com is jus like some shyt man ! aiya nvm larh, can use can liao i guess.

saturday was an eventful day, in the morning , we chiong down to SATA and o medical checkup, the ppl there is sooo much and queue was soooo long. After toning the night off, feels so tired. and the blood test was horrid, so pain sial. and the nurse service and attitude like shyt. and somemore the bill so damn expensive, $96. then we head home to sleep we dar dar.

i guess i jus gt the best boyfriend in the universe lorhs, willing to do so many things wif me. though he is blur at times and vry forgetful, but still good enough as long as he don throw tanrum at me bahs . hate guys who attitude me ~!

gotta go back to SATA agn on the 14th to get my report, well, sian much cause have to wakey early agn, such bullshyt.i think im starting to look forward to life at NP, guess it will be boring for me, but i guess its a good thing bahs ! can jus settle down wif a more peaceful life. Anyway, my course wont have much guys, so no admirers or anything around thr . YEA! plus np is full of guai kia , so i don think guai kia will go for me . IM SAFE! xD Got back my o level results like 2 days ago, i got really good grades. Though my english was really disappointing. I got 12 for my L1R4, which is like damn good and unexpected for me! Best part is i got back my A2 for my CCA points ! i can even get into my catholic JC which i had been dreaming for. But well, JC has already been eliminated from my choice as i don think i can survive thr with POA.

But i wasnt really that happy wif my 12 points after all. Maybe because i felt so alone wif that grades. My hardworking friends around me got even higher than that, and well, i don really think i deserve it. But i suppose i got convince by my seniors, that since i got the points then i shouldnt waste it after all. Its just so good that my plan cnt be used and i have to plan everything agian. I don even really noe wad course i wan to take now, everyone seems to be aiming for tourism and accounting, but none of them seems nice to me. But i think i still place it as my choices as i don wan my garde to go to waste.

I hope that listening to my sis and make my choice without putting much consideration for jg is right. I think i have chosen happiness to a bright future yesterday, thats why i have 4 choices in NYP. And i hope happiness is mine and it will last.

I seems to experience and learn another aspect of life from my darling. I finally noe wad some ppl always tell me: sometimes, its not abt how nice or how horrible ur partner character is, But its abt how much ur have went through together that make ur relationship worth maintaining. I think i understand this logic now. Though its onli 1 and a half month together, just so much things have happened that make me noe that having some scacrifices for him is more than worth it. Because sometimes, all u need is someone who will be thr for you, even when its jus giving u support mentally.

Working as part time waitress at Todai restaurant. Unbelievable that i will be waitress ah. haha, met interesting ppl thr, though most of them are korean. My life just much interesting the i suppose. though it also meant more trouble, but still okays larh! Kindda enjoy work thr, cause its easy, but sometimes, it jus get boringg......

shld be summiting my JAE tmr night, sianzz... jus cnt seems to make up my mind much. Oh yea, i saw shooting stars three nights before, its so nice ! and my wish did come through! :) but it don seems to be good to have good results also lei.. haizz nvm... i think wad meant to be mine will be mine, same school or not wont really make a difference. Another sleepless night, i think my skin condition is getting from bad to worst after 3 nights of late sleep, wth mus maintain a bit liao ! slept till 4 plus today, think tats why i cnt sleep now, shall break the vicious cycle tmr by waking up slightly earlier and make myself tired, camping at LAN shop might be a good idea.

Such a longgggg time since i last went to visit my dad, finally manage to wake up in time and go today wif my mum. Though he did a lot of things in the past, i don think i hate him at all. Maybe he jus got me stronger and taught me some life lesson. Im getting my results soon, i believe if he is around, i would definitely have gotton a better results than watever i will be getting. I think im missing his lecture and stares, if onli he could still do them now.. (: hope things will be fine when i get back my results in few weeks time. Time seems to fly during holidays, and i believe tat soon, it will be time to go back to school. Which means that i have lesser private time to meet all my friends !

Mind in total blankness this two days, shiuld be too much of sleep i think.. Having moodswing for no reason especially when im alone. Thinking of so much things that happen recently. I just hate memories, i think it jus make me go crazy and emo, like i always do. I hope to unload all the things off my mind, and be the happy joanna i used to be. At least in the past, i don even noe thr's such a thing called emo in the world. i think ignorance is a blessing ah, at least u will be much happier if u don noe so much things.
No plans for tmr! Can dieeee like this.. everyday play game until my mind a bit not functioning also i think, this is quite bad.. Life pls be nicer to me and don let him ever enter my life agn. Because i think his image is really fading off from my mind, And i believe if no one ever brings him up agn, i definitely can let go of everything.

Its late, shall go to sleep. hope can wake up early tmr to see my darling! I think im getting more and more dependent on him, should start to learn to be independent and solo everything agn. Love my new chatbox, haha cool colour and no more past posts ! Leave a message thr if u are reading my blog, will be happy to receive them ! :DD Its one day before me and my darling one month anniversary, 25/12/11. Nice date we have! cause 25/12/11 is the christmas! this is the first year im looking forward to christmas, but was kindda lazy to go out also anyway. Its christmas = packed train and huge crowd at al restaurant!but i didnt want to disappoint my darling anyway, so might be gg.

Having a headache on wad to buy for all my friends, this is really horrible ! hmmm, got smth in mind, but is kindda expensive ah.. the wristbad cost like around $33.70 for 1 , and i would have to get 2. means its like around $70. horrible shit. off to orchard to look for present after my LAN time at bugis junction ends ! hope i can really get wad i wan at an more affordable pricing! :D

suddenly feel like creating a blog to record down the life of me and jg and make it as a present for me for one of our anniversary! xD maybe jin guo has become an important part of life, since he is with me for almost 24/7. especailly now, we meet in the morning and at night, machiam some super glue like tat. Back to blogging once more after stopping for so long, bet im currently bored during holidays ah.. Working at some fair at some headquarter, bored ttm. But at least better than working at pushcart at clementi.

Weeks passed just like tat, life seems to be better without him. Maybe they were all right, he wasnt for me at all. Having kelvin tan to leave my life, i got someone new into my heart, jin guo, my darling. And i finally got serious after 3 years of flirting, its always good to settle down ah. Maybe becoz i see all my friends settling down, or a least loyal to one, i feel that i should be settling down too.

At least life is so much better when im with him. He will always be here fore me whenever i need. He will not go missing as and when he likes. He can take it when im having mododswing, he don mind me without make up, he don mind tat im always talking non stop. He accepts me for who i am, and i will not have to change a thing for him. Though he is a flirt and i noe i cannot put too much trust on him, but at least he is beside me now. what happen in the future is no longer important right. I still contacted you today in the afternoon, though that i said that i will not waste any more time on fetching u and bringing myself even more misery. I really noe u are bad for me, but I'm really addicted to ur voice, its really like a drug to me. I kept reminding myself today though, that its all over, his chat in the phone have proved that he is a demanding and irritating person. Nothing cute, nothing good about him. Maybe typing so much things on him is a waste of time, or is a bad memory that is kept, but i just want to remember, i have once loved someone so much before, and someone has really entered my life.

I know that you have hurt me much, and you always make me tear for you. But everytime when i recalls on the time with you, i can only remember the happy times we spend together, and how well you treated me. Maybe that is what make me even more sad.

Maybe those memories were nothing at all to you, maybe you would only bother to remember the time with someone elses. Maybe I'm just someone you will find only when you are bored and never the person you will want to find when anything happen to you. Maybe you cannot even remember what have exactly happen with me just one day before. Maybe you don even remember how i looked. But no matter what, you are still forever in my mind, i can still remember clearly your every action, words and all the paths we have walked together.

I suppose you will not feel that there is anything less in your life even if one day i just disappear into thin air. You might just know that there is one person less, but you can never remember who exactly is that missing person. it has been the second day since i have met you, well though we still sort of still stayed in contact no matter what. I noe you mus be curious why i still stayed in contact with him when i wanted to give him up, maybe its because i really cannot let go totally. But life was still doing fine without ur face and voice, maybe cause im really busy studying this few days..

Talk to you on facebook today, and you told me you are going to bed and byes when its only 11 plus. Oh please, i know u and know u very well, how can u be sleeping at such an early hour? I really hate it when you lie, especially when you don even noe how to lie (though it was smth i appreciate most when i first noe you). Maybe i should thank you for doing this to me today, so i can really start to learn to give u up and accept others, cause its only when i let u go, then i can learn to appreciate others.

I sometimes do question myself, what do i like of you exactly. And well, not only i have this question in mind, so is my friends and family member. But i really feel very contented to see your emotionless face or even just your backview, i felt that i have everything in the world at that instance. But whenever im alone and have the mind to think about us, i find myself really dumb, really really dumb. Im starting to believe that i will not regret that i did not hold on to u, because we are really not meant to be.

I always have this question in mind "who am i exactly to u? am i even considered as your friend? or just someone to entertain u whenever u need?" But this question has never been raised to you as i know that you urself will not have the answer either, right?
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